tO uNwiNd -> rEtAiL tHeRaPy...

went temple pray pray first and did abit of shopping @ bugis today but din really bought alot - just one top and bedsheets (again?!?!) HAHAAA... coz flying off tml afternoon le. then realised that there are quite a number of items need to get from bkk so bttr b nice to the pocket first =) then hope wont forget any of them else they gonna kill me.... kekee=p anyway think after back from the trip would "suffer" more - GSS damages!!!

just finished packing the luggage feeling tired n sleepy now... kekee=p can KO anytime...

health improving

yup, congrats to her.. shes really trying v hard. feel happy for her but then she still has this stupid thought on her mind all the times argghh... cannot stand her lor... nvr mind give her some more time n must let her know that we frens r always here for her =)

iNfO oVeRloAdEd...

ya... the guys are flying tml nite. So today busy planning the itinerary. there are so many places to go but dunno how to 'slot' them into the schedule. then some on low budget, wanna spend as little as possible (go for cheap n good food?) then some say wanna hv something really nice food (@ some posh n gd ambience restuarants?) sighz... dunno how to compromise also kekee=p anyway i believe things will just work out at the end of the day =)

ohh made dave waited for me at the guardhouse for at least half an hr - was raining heavily n he doesnt has umbrella =( then was abt to leave, one user called up with some issues. poor dave who turned to his 'heroine' for help... so sorry dave & thanks feng for the ride k!!! =p

BBQ @ Zhiwei's place

Reached his place ard 4plus and thought that I was pretty late then as he told us those who wanna help, must arrive at abt 3? kekee but then, I was just "second" to Lucus... (he slightly earlier than me only =p) So most of the food already prepared by him =p Lucas and I only 'contributed' to the 'mushrooms' kekee... Nevertheless, slowly one by one, the rest of them appeared =) Hmm... only got pics on "food before bbq", after ah either busy eating... playing with kids/dogs?!?!?! (ya doggies... zhiwei has 2!=p)

Boss with his little valerie clinging onto him like a kola bear =p
Shawn's kaixin whom resembles abit of my little cousin kekee...

Finding Neverland

唱：许哲佩

有些事情不必解释得太过清楚
偶尔模糊不算犯多大的错误
我只相信眼睛看到的时间
什么错与对 和我没有关联
恐惧占领我的思绪
脑袋没有氧气
是谁将我的城堡粉碎剩下灰烬
怎么耳朵听见天使的声音
可我听不见自己的呼吸
Hey Peter Pen
带我飞往世界的角落
紧握住手中的梦
别让那阵风吹走
Where is Neverland
传说中守护梦的乐园
我乘着白色翅膀飞
多远
没有悲伤
没有眼泪
我还学着飞
寻找远方美
要共同指引我梦在眼前
会是谁

sLoWiNg DoWn.....

wanted jogging after resting on bed for so long today but dad was at home then... he sure nag at me saying sick must rest more shouldnt go exercising... hmm but the more i sleep the more restless i become? kekee=p So took a stroll to the park waahh it really changed alot! I couldnt rem when was the last time I went there... the 'tower' still standing tall after these years... with newly built small man-made waterfall plus a foot reflexology little path and a big patch of green grass whereby u can lie down looking at the stars (hopefully theres) in the sky =)

mUsT ReLaxxx

finally seen the doc today hmm the medicine quite strong. made me drowsy almost the whole day in the office. kekee=p supposedly going sim lim with zhiying n van after work then he advised me to go home instead and he will help to 'recce' first. kekee so nice of him really owe him once =) BUT... i din went home straight, met up with phyllis for dinner at central. =p ya now we can meet for dinner quite often since we stay quite near each other kekee=p then intended to 'jio' major next week too...
feeling tired already but hopefully its not another sleepless night for me... else hv to trouble jc again kekee=p

tOrN

though body complaining... feeling sick, still went out with feng, dave n caicai! kekee... Was meeting caicai for the first time. so rather scared that he is another wangwang - SO friendly, forever following u behind n jump at you whenever he feels like it? hahaa=p anyway, think mayb cai had dave's company so didnt give his attention to me at all kekee=p Love the way he fell asleep on dave's lap when we were on the way to marina!!! So CUTE!!!! kekee=p despite feeling tired and exhausted from the day, wanted rest early but couldnt so went for a walk headed to gc's place and fortunately she was at home =) but still.... had difficulty falling asleep that nite so called up jc and was on phone for hours. kekee=p quite nice lah coz bascially he did all the talkings then once a while i just responded abit to show i was still listening... kekee=p so finally slept at 4plus...but awaked at 6plus... hahaa

"它" 的部落格

同样的心情写照，同样的胡思乱想 , 同样的低潮期

感觉上生活有时候就好像是一个(恶性？)生态循环。从高潮期到低潮期， 然后再从高潮期到低潮期， 一直在循环着，似乎永远都脱离不了这个圈子。虽然还是喜欢胡思乱想， 可是总比以前好很多了...... 因为有经历过从前， 所以现在没有在生活上或工作上造成很大的影响 =）

近期发现感觉上好像和朋友疏远了一些。或许短讯少了，电话更没有一通，而且除了上网的时候偶尔用msn联络，不然是不会有什么机会沟通的。这听起来有点可悲，有点孤独。 不过可能每个人都有自己各自忙碌的生活， 目标要达成， 梦想要去追寻。 在家里对些事选择一直保持沉没不想搞的鸡犬不宁。是不是随着年龄的成长，就会看到人不完美的一面 ？ 对于某些事情会置之不理？ 或者会站在中立的立场, 用不同的角度去看待？做起事来力不从心，没有从前的那种热诚了呢 ?

心中始终有个缺口怎样都填不满。可能想要有一个人来陪，可是应该由谁来陪伴呢？

"它" 的告白失败了。 不，是"它"自己认为的吧?人家只是有一点"木头"一点白痴罢了。也许时间真的不对... 哎 ，人有时候还是不要钻牛角尖，自欺欺人。一切顺其自然吧!!!

好久不见

唱：陈奕迅

我来到 你的城市
走过你来时的路
想像这 没我的日子
你是怎样的孤独

拿着你 给的照片
熟悉的那一条街
只是没 了你的画面
我们回不到那天

你会不会忽然的出现
在街角的咖啡店
我会带着笑脸
挥手寒暄
和你 坐着聊聊天

我多么想和你见一面
看看你最近改变
不再去说从前
只是寒暄
对你说一句
(只是说一句)
好久不见

爱情转移

作曲：Christopher Chak 作词：林夕
唱：陈奕迅

徘徊过多少橱窗 住过多少旅馆 才会觉得分离也并不冤枉
感情是用来浏览 还是用来珍藏 好让日子天天都过的难忘
熬过了多久患难 湿了多少眼眶 才能知道伤感是爱的遗产
流浪几张双人床 换过几次信仰 才让戒指义无反顾的交换
把一个人的温暖 转移到另一个的胸膛 让上次犯的错反省出梦想
每个人都是这样 享受过提心吊胆 才拒绝做爱情待罪的羔羊

回忆是抓不到的月光握紧就变黑暗 等虚假的背景消失于晴朗
阳光在身上流转 等所有业障被原谅
爱情不停站 想开往地老天荒 需要多勇敢

烛光照亮了晚餐 照不出个答案 恋爱不是温馨的请客吃饭
床单上铺满花瓣 拥抱让它成长 太拥挤就开到了别的土壤
感情需要人接班 接近换来期望 期望带来失望的恶性循环
短暂的总是浪漫 漫长总会不满 烧完美好青春换一个老伴

把一个人的温暖 转移到另一个的胸膛 让上次犯的错反省出梦想
每个人都是这样 享受过提心吊胆 才拒绝做爱情待罪的羔羊

回忆是抓不到的月光握紧就变黑暗 等虚假的背景消失于晴朗
阳光在身上流转 等所有业障被原谅
爱情不停站 想开往地老天荒 需要多勇敢

把一个人的温暖 转移到另一个的胸膛 让上次犯的错反省出梦想
每个人都是这样 享受过提心吊胆 才拒绝做爱情待罪的羔羊

回忆是抓不到的月光握紧就变黑暗 等虚假的背景消失于晴朗
阳光在身上流转 等所有业障被原谅
爱情不停站 想开往地老天荒 需要多勇敢
你不要失望 荡气回肠是为了 最美的平凡

淘汰

曲：周杰伦 词：周杰伦
唱：陈奕迅

我说了所有的谎
你全都相信
简单的我爱你
你却老不信
你书里的剧情 我不想上演
因为我喜欢喜剧收尾
我试过完美放弃

的确很踏实
醒来了 梦散了
你我都走散了
情歌的词何必押韵
就算我是K歌之王
也不见得把爱情唱得完美

只能说我输了
也许是你怕了
我们的回忆没有皱折
你却用离开烫下句点
只能说我认了
你的不安赢得你信任
我却得到你安慰的淘汰

DiLeMmA...

This issue has been on my mind since last week. Couldnt even enjoy the games on sat, not focusing at all and played until very badly...
But then its over le coz I finally got it settled today and feel much relieved too. Guess mood wont be so affected from now on. kekee=p Must remind myself how excited I was at the very beginning... =)